over the past 4 months, I've been trying to reintegrate back into CT, and part of it's going well, and part of me likes that it's going well and part of me is like ok we have to run RIGHT NOW. hit the trail. NYC here we come. eek!
but you know, ze old cliches such as "home is where the heart is", well, *shrug* home is where you live. where , when you're settling in for the night, you put your hat, your boots, your coat, your computer, your books, your heartstrings. pften, distance comes with separation, and that is ok.
in the meantime, find the home still there. not the town. the things there you love - the people, the animals, GLORY!!!, the land maybe, spots and buildings and books and crannies... things may change and what you want may change, but visiting the old loves for while you're there is allright, too. you give them the time you have, and then you move forward.
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Date: 2005-12-24 04:35 pm (UTC)over the past 4 months, I've been trying to reintegrate back into CT, and part of it's going well, and part of me likes that it's going well and part of me is like ok we have to run RIGHT NOW. hit the trail. NYC here we come. eek!
but you know, ze old cliches such as "home is where the heart is", well, *shrug* home is where you live. where , when you're settling in for the night, you put your hat, your boots, your coat, your computer, your books, your heartstrings. pften, distance comes with separation, and that is ok.
in the meantime, find the home still there. not the town. the things there you love - the people, the animals, GLORY!!!, the land maybe, spots and buildings and books and crannies... things may change and what you want may change, but visiting the old loves for while you're there is allright, too. you give them the time you have, and then you move forward.